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Thoughts About God - admin - 04-10-2025
I want to start this off by saying I have failed God in every possible way. This journal isn't about preaching, telling you what you should believe or do. It's not to be construed as advice in anyway. It's not even to say that I can carry out what I say I'll be the first to say I can't. Lastly it's not to say I'm right in any perception or words I may speak about God. It's simply my thoughts about God whether they be right or wrong on digital paper. My feelings. I don't write your story you do. The purpose and hope is that by reading my struggles, pain, emotional chaos, and so on that perhaps you can relate and in that regard know you are not alone and that you might feel better. This digital paper is my journaling to spill all emotions of my bleeding heart on the pages.....
RE: Thoughts About God - admin - 04-10-2025
I have no reason to hold my head up high for I am ashamed. I have failed the Lord so many times he should honestly give up on me. I don't want to look at the Lord, I don't want to even see him for once again I am ashamed of myself. To make the same mistakes over and over for years upon years is why I think he should give up on me. I never get better and that is my fault. This is my public apology to the Lord Jesus Christ. That I am truly sorry. I have never deserved this life. I have never deserved all the good that God has given me. If I burn in hell for all eternity I have only myself to blame for God did everything he could to have a relationship with me. But I wouldn't trust him. I have always let him down and always will. Tomorrow won't be different and it is my fault I should have faith in the Lord. He gave me everything and I threw it away. I have disgraced his name. I have done everything and I mean everything wrong when it comes to God.