04-10-2025, 04:53 AM
I have no reason to hold my head up high for I am ashamed. I have failed the Lord so many times he should honestly give up on me. I don't want to look at the Lord, I don't want to even see him for once again I am ashamed of myself. To make the same mistakes over and over for years upon years is why I think he should give up on me. I never get better and that is my fault. This is my public apology to the Lord Jesus Christ. That I am truly sorry. I have never deserved this life. I have never deserved all the good that God has given me. If I burn in hell for all eternity I have only myself to blame for God did everything he could to have a relationship with me. But I wouldn't trust him. I have always let him down and always will. Tomorrow won't be different and it is my fault I should have faith in the Lord. He gave me everything and I threw it away. I have disgraced his name. I have done everything and I mean everything wrong when it comes to God.